Mrs. Goodman

i kinda revel in the fact that this blog is my dirty lil' secret b/c i can write down things that i can't say out loud mostly b/c the parties interested are long out of my life.
1) mrs. goodman was this hot dr. lady that i hung out with alot for about a year. she was like 20 years older than me and so rad. it is weird but her kids wanted to go to rock shows and she went with them to psuedo-chaperone. she seemed like the raddest mom in the world at the time. i just though that she was letting them be the kids that kids should getto be but with some supervision. we used to go grocery shopping like every sun. night. i liked to go late on sun. nights b/c the stores are less crowded and have a pretty severe phobia about crowds. we used to talk for hours just about life and groceries. i usually had like 20 bucks so my purchases were pretty limited ( vegetarian items are overpriced).
i am closing in on 30 now and haven't seen or heard from herin like 6 years. i have a kid and am married so now my adultness is clouding my view. she had boys as do i and the part that i don't get is why tag along after the first or second show. i mean you know the environment at that point and you realize it is secure (for the most part). i got to know her pretty well. hell, i think that had probably the world's biggest crush on her but being young and dumb i told her all that was going on in my life at the time. how could any self respecting woman (assuming that the age thing were a none issue) go for some dude fucking whatever and whenever he could. i was out of control. i think in hind sight that she married too young, got preg, and missed her life. thus now she was single and rocking out. she probably just wanted to be young and dumb like us and i just wanted to be like her. settled, smart, and together. we both probably got more out of the other than we realized at the time. at least i did...